I have

I have in grain in my mind what it would be like to have someone
I have someone I would love and cherish
What
I have is my better than man
Maybe what I really have is nothing
Because
I have an invisible man in my life,
You see
I have this overactive imagination
That this man fell out of the sky
I have this man I can call my own
In my mind
And for all of 5 seconds a day he is in my reality
Because truth be told he is invisible
He can’t possibly be in my reality
In order for this man to be real
I have to be able to touch him….. Right
I want to touch the man
I have to know I am not the only one to see him….. Right
I want to be able to sense this man with all of my 5 senses for him to be real
I want to be able to see the passion in his eyes
I want to be able to hear the timber of his voice
I want to be able to taste his Love
I want to be able to breathe in the scent of him
What good is he to me if I’m the only one that knows about him?
This man, I have is a figment of my inner most thoughts
He isn’t a part of my reality
I have this powerful feeling I have the love someone is in dear need of
I have a heart
I have a body
I have a mind
I have a soul
And
I have this invisible man
But what does he have to offer me

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